June 6th, 2012 
I’m talking about her ear problem… we’re finally finished cleaning her ear by air suction.
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We fight tooth and nail on this one, because Little Zoie was crying her heart out again! It hurts me to restrain her but I convinced myself and my hubby that this is for her health. If we keep on cancelling the ear cleaning she will never stop getting ear infection. She’ll never stop crying and complaining her ears are hurting again. So, I, we made a decision to finish this today.
And the ENT doctor agrees. He tried to be gentle in the process, even the previous 3 sessions we had, but Little Zoie is still scared on the cleaning process.
If you can hear her screaming and crying, I wanted everything to finish instantly, but she keeps on fighting our hold. Though I wanted to grab her and simply walk away from the cleaning process, but we have to be firm. We are risking her health again if we just walked away.
After everything done, all I did was grab her away from hubby and walked out of the room. I left hubby and the ENT doctor to talk about what needs to talk about, or prescribe needed medications. As we are waiting for hubby to come out, all I did was calm her and hug her tightly, saying we will not be coming back again (hopefully, right?). While whispering that everything now is fine, I was also whispering how I love her to soothe her. And hoping she’s not mad at me for the whole cleaning process although I already explained everything to her. What will happen and what not.
*Sigh* ^_^ One down.
Controlling skin asthma next.
And my own health problem. :-(
What end of the month and start of the month we are experiencing right now…
